Still painful

It still hurts... and also hurting my ego that he’s probably just playing ...
All the close contact before I know about existence of another person is probably his way to get out of boredom.
I am probably the silly one who thinks that I find someone ..

回忆

习惯是可怕的。 我竟然会想他说话。
他现在不再联系，但我在想他。 我现在大概想他真的只是玩玩的。
不是个好男人。 但需要时间平复心情。