I think I know the answer but yet didn’t want to face it . Unhappy when there’s no interaction during weekends but happy when he messaged during weekdays . It’s probably obvious that he didn’t like me enough and probably just message due to boredom . Daily messaging but no meet up is a sign but I still hope there’s something
Haven't written for a while. This is the little space for me to reveal my inner thoughts. I am probably trying to be in a denial. I have never thought that I would have fallen hard for him. It's definitely not as deep as that for K. I probably craved for that feeling of falling in love and getting attention.. It's illogical.. I kind know that he's probably not that sincere even though there are daily messages. They are not conversations based. They are just ways to probably try to lock me in rather than true expressions of feelings. But why do I still have hope?
I always will reminisce those years when you sent me the birthday wishes at the strike of 12am. It’s my mistake that I never once signalled that I liked you. Even when I was happy about receiving the birthday message from the lst year I knew you. I didn’t have that self confidence and didn’t dare to confess . It could have been different if I had done that. I know now that it’s by no means coincidence that you remembered and sent through that message for the next 3 years .
