Haven't written for a while. This is the little space for me to reveal my inner thoughts. I am probably trying to be in a denial. I have never thought that I would have fallen hard for him. It's definitely not as deep as that for K. I probably craved for that feeling of falling in love and getting attention.. It's illogical.. I kind know that he's probably not that sincere even though there are daily messages. They are not conversations based. They are just ways to probably try to lock me in rather than true expressions of feelings. But why do I still have hope?